Date: Fri, 23 May 2008 21:23:24 -0700 (PDT)
From: Larry_c_@excite.com
Subject: My Brother's Kids, chapter 13

Same warnings and admonitions as always. This is a FICTION work; I do not
support doing things with under-aged youth in real life! Hope you don't
either! ENJOY!

We left off:

      "I hope you'll understand, Joey. It's not you! My brain is about to
explode! I have a lover! I made a commitment! I'm the one that's tearing
myself up over this! I so wanted to make you happy too! I really did! I've
had the hots for you as bad as you have for me! I admit it! I thought I
could enjoy us sharing a secret and still not hurt my partner ... but I
can't live this way in my head. Eaton said something to me earlier today
... that I had to follow my heart, and not my cock! Damn little kid ... he
was totally right on! You and I lust each other, Joey ... but I love my
partner, and that does make a difference ...all the difference. I am so
fuckin' sorry, I wanted us to work out too. But my heart just won't allow
me to have a desired affair along side my true relationship. Please try to
understand. Please help me through this. Don't abandon me as a friend!"

      "FUUUUUCKKKKKKK!  SHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIITTTTTTTTTT!
DAAAAAAAAAAMNNNN! Kooooyyyyyyyyy! You know what you're asking?"  ( Moments
of silence, and then ...) Uh ..... Yes I guess you do!


My Brother's Kids Are Now Mine Chapter Thirteen

      "Yes I know what I'm asking ... but I don't know why! I mean, Damn
it, Joey ... I still want you to flood my ass with your hot cum, but
somehow, I have to refuse my own desire ... I am totally screwed up in my
head. Say something to help me ... anything ... just don't lay thee saying
nothing! OHHHHHHHH GOD!!!!!!!!"

      "Look, Kor ... I'm trying not to get pissed here! You want it, you
don't!  Then you want it again ... and another no! I'm telling you I sure
in hell want it with you, ... from you, and in you! I'm so hot and horny
right now, I could tie you to the bed frame and take it by force and not
give a shit! But ..."

      "But what??? I gotta know what you are thinking ... I'm hurtin' like
never before! I don't understand myself! If you can...help me!"

      "I'll try, Man! It may not be what you want to hear, but I'll tell
you what I really think. Here goes ... (deep breath) ... I think you're Bi
as all get out! You got a GF that you are committed to, and you still want
my cock and kisses. Well, you need both ... BOTH, I said. And I don't give
a crap if you screw that woman to high heaven; I still want you as bad as
you need me! Got that! We're meant to satisfy each other, Dude ... live
with it! It's the fuckin' truth!"

      "Truth? TRUTH??? You want the fuckin' truth? I'll tell you the truth
... I don't have a girl friend! I am not Bi ... I'm totally GAY, and so is
my partner. My partner and I are as close to being married as we can be,
and still keep a straight image to the public! The real problem right now
is that if I do what I want with you, it feels like I'm violating my
marriage! Now, that's the fuckin' truth! What else is part of the truth?
... The fact that with having said all that, I still want you! I still want
you to want me! See why I'm so screwed up? DAAAAAAAAMNNNN!!!!"

Total silence prevailed for what seemed like a small part of eternity,
until Korey was weeping bitterly from the lack of response by Joey, who lay
there just staring into Kor's face in complete astonishment. Until ... Joey
very slowly moved closer to Korey again, reached out both arms, and drew
Korey's head to his chest and began stroking Kor's hair in a tender touch
that showed compassion ... and wiping away Kor's tears;

      "Damn, Kor ... I had no idea! I never figured ... I am so sorry I've
put you through all this with my ignorance.  I wish you had told me before
that your partner was a guy. You are so lucky to have a person you can love
that much. No one has ever loved me like that. I've been used and dropped
so many times I feel like a cracked flower vase ... except that now, I am
experiencing something so foreign that I can't let it get away from
me. Even though you need to refuse being sexual with me, I sense that you
actually love me in spite of all the rest. I'm gonna make you a promise,
Kor ... and it surprises me as much as it will you ... Sex or no sex
... I'll be here for you, no matter what! Hear me, Korey ... I love you,
even without sex!"

Now it was Korey's turn to be stunned to silence!  After a long pause, and
a deep exhale, All Kor could say was ...

      "If you really mean that ... I think I can handle it and remain your
best friend and your helper. But I do think I need to tell my partner about
it so he won't think he's being two-timed. Would that be a problem for you?
I mean, I'm asking your permission to tell him. If you say no, I'll honor
your request and figure something else out. Be honest ... very honest,
Joey. I have to have direction."

      "Can I decide in the morning? I gotta decide if being 'outed' to
someone I don't know might cause some problems for the future. Oh, you're
certainly worth it ... but I'm not sure I'm ready to handle the exposure
... especially since I do lead so many scout things."

      "Of course ... take your time, and I'll go with whatever you
decide. I will say that I trust my lover with my life, and if I ask him,
he'll keep your secret too. I am confident about that."

      "Kor ... uh ... would it be a violation of your so-called wedding
vows to kiss me G'night?"

      "Naw! I don't think that counts as an affair!"

The two slept quietly side-by-side comfortably in the knowledge that what
they had was still beautiful and would not really harm their relationship
after all. At least that's what they believed for now ... at least not
until Kor's partner's identity was ever disclosed by an accidental goof or
a third party slip of the tongue.

The next morning, after Kor and Joey showered and dressed, there was a
knock on the door. When Joey opened the door, two kids ran in and jumped
all over him ... causing him to fall back onto the bed from surprise...

      "Hey, "Matt" ... scout Eaton and scout Casey reporting for nature
study badge work, Sir!"

      "Fellas...fellas ... not till after breakfast at least!"

      "But we're already at attention...SIR!"

      "Yeah ... I can tell that by the pressure against my legs, dudes
... but we're not alone. Kor's here, and he doesn't know about the
curriculum!"

      "Oh yes he does! He's been our ... "

      "Case! Shut up! You almost said too much already! Damn, little
Brother ... when we said no one was supposed to know, that means even
Korey, and even Joey!"

      "Uh, Eaton ... Kor knows that you two play with me already. And I
know that he used to sit with you two back when your folks were still
alive. So, don't be so hard on Casey. We both know that you knew all this,
so the show of shock doesn't benefit any of us. But Case...it is true that
no one else should ever hear about it. Please be careful from here on out
... for all our sakes...OK?"

      "Yes, Weblos Leader, Sir! Just so you know ... it was fun to watch
your face when I blurted it out! Yeah ... we knew you both knew! I just
wanted some laughs! G'mornin!"

      "You little rascal! I ought to ... oh, never mind!"

      "Uh, Kor ... Larry, uh...Mr. F. sent us to tell you he's waiting for
you both in the Dining Room for breakfast. He wants to finalize this
afternoon's concert material."

      "Thanks, Eaton. We're ready to go. Want to walk down with us?"

      "Sure! I wanna try the stairs anyway. They're so neat, all rustic
wood n' rocks."

Sure enough, Larry was waiting as expected. It was a buffet service during
breakfast time, so there was no ordering to do ... just every man for
himself style. The spread was worthy of a king! Fruit, hot and cold
cereals, bacon, ham, sausage patties, (even fresh caught trout), hot waffle
machines and batter for guests to fix their own, a huge selection of breads
and jams, pastries and muffins, juices, beverages ... you name it!  Most of
the band kids had already played locust on the crops, so what was out now
was all hot restock.

After all had their fill, Larry told the boys to go check out the river and
pond that had its source of Yosemite Falls behind the Lodge area ... it
being a 1/2-mile hike that would occupy them while Kor and Joey helped
Larry set the program order. When that job was completed, Korey asked Joey
to go find the boys, because he needed to chat with Mr. F. about another
matter, and then they'd both come meet up at the falls. Joey said yes, and
took off for the trail.

      "Lar ... we gotta talk! Can we go sit by the river ... in a private
spot ...please?"

      "Sure, Kor! You sound serious ... there a problem?"

      "Guess you could say that! But let's get alone before I say anything
else."

Out in front of the hotel and across a small meadow, there was a spot by
the Merced River where it widened out and slowed down to a peaceful flow,
and along its edge was a pleasant beach that wasn't yet occupied by anyone
else this early. The two sat at the water's edge where they could see Half
Dome to their left as the sun hit it, making it sparkle like a gem stone in
the early morning splendor of the park ...

      "Lar ... I don't know how to start! I was gonna wait till Joey gave
me permission to share things ... but I can't wait. If I don't tell you
now, I may never have the guts to be honest. Don't worry ... Joey has no
idea that you are my lover ...He just knows I have one, and that it's a
guy, not a girl like he figured before."

      "I'm listening, my Love! Take your time and breathe deeply! As I told
you before ... nothing will ever change how I feel about you! Besides, I
might have already figured it out ... but you need to be the one to say
it."

      "Last night ... uh ... oh Jeesh, this is so hard ... last night, we
... I mean, I ...uh ... actually was so horny that I ... I ... let my cock
head think instead of my brain and heart!
.....................................  I ... uh ... let, no ... I asked
Joey to fuck my ass! He's been wanting us to be close, and I had to admit I
had wanted him too ... even before you and I ... uh ... got well
acquainted!  .................................  But ... after he was ... in
me, ... I had to tell him to stop! I had to tell him I had a lover, and I
couldn't allow myself to ... two-time on my commitment! God, Lar ... it
shocked the shit out'a him! It was like I shot him in the heart with a gun,
or something!"

      "Kor ... After he got over the initial shock, what did he say?"

      "He said he understood, and he would stay my friend, even if we
didn't have sex ... ever. I expected him to slug me and run the hell out'a
the room ... but he stayed and tried to comfort me while I sobbed like a
baby. I asked him if I could tell my partner about it having happened. He
said he'd let me know today ... but that he was worried that if someone he
didn't know found out that he was gay, it could ruin his future. What
really surprised me was that he said I was worth it, but he had to decide
if he could handle being 'outed'."

      "So ... did he give you permission?"

      "Not yet ... and I am worried about telling you before he says so
... but Lar ... I just couldn't go any longer to confess to you about my
screw-up! I'm scared as hell to tell you, but I'm more worried about not
saying so! I'm beside myself! Can you understand at all?" Are we all done
because I wanted his cock?"

      "Kor ... listen to me! Read my lips! I love you! I do understand! I
also take some of the blame; like I said last time we discussed the
situation. We have not been able to be together any where near as much as I
want, or you need! We can't be until you graduate ... we both know that! At
your age, your body craves sexual activity as much as you emotionally need
to be truly loved. I am not a bit surprised that Joey being so near has
affected you like it has. And I certainly understand the drive that
hormones cause. In all honesty, I get the same powerful desire whenever the
boys hop into my bed because you and I haven't been able to get together
much. I'm lucky that I'm old enough to keep control in the situation. When
I was your age, I had no ability to refuse any chance that presented
itself."

      "Are you saying that it's OK for me to use Joey when you and I
... I'm getting confused!"

      "NO ... but I am saying that I understand why last night took
place. I am also saying that I hope it doesn't happen again, but that it
hasn't ruined you and me. I know it's part my doing, and for that I
apologize. So ... let's both consider it water under the bridge, and make
concentrated efforts to avoid it happening again. If you hadn't told me, it
could have done damage ... but Kor ... you took the right steps, and as far
as I'm concerned...it's over! And as far as I'm concerned, Joey will not
find out that you told me ... unless he gives permission. And even then
... It might still be best that he doesn't know who your lover is, but just
that the relationship was not damaged when the truth is discovered."

      "Larry ... I don't deserve you! You're just too good to be real!"
(Inhale) ... "But, I'm sure glad that it's all true! I love you so much! I
always will!"

      "I know that, my Sweet! And the same of me toward you! Now ... you
think you can make it through the rest of the day in one piece? The boys,
the band, and even Joey all need you at your best!"

            "Oh, God, yes! ... YEEESSS!"

Both stood up, glanced around to see if they were still alone ... seeing no
one anywhere nearby ... embraced and kissed quickly, and then headed back
to the hiking trail to the falls.

When they arrived at the base of the falls, they found Casey with his
camera, trying to figure out how to get as many levels of the falls in one
picture as possible. Larry told him that the spot for that shot was back
near the start of the trail. So Case asked that if he got someone else to
take a picture, could we all be in it together ... even Joey, because he
seemed like he belonged, too. Larry approved, and an elderly man spoke up
that he was a professional photographer, and would be happy to take a few
shots to get the best for our 'family' album.

Eaton mentioned the concert to the old guy, and made sure he knew he was
welcome to attend. The man offered to take a couple shots of the entire
band with his wide-angle-lens pro cam and send enough prints for all the
kids back to the school before the end of the school year. Korey added a
request for one enlargement for the school display case, to which the
gentleman agreed ... and it was time to return to the hotel and dress for
the program.

While Joey and Korey changed into their uniforms, Joey mentioned that he
noticed that Kor seemed in better spirits. Kor remarked that he was more
settled as to what he would say to his partner, if Joey gave permission
... so now he was concentrating more on the concert and stuff.  Joey paused
for a couple minutes, and then gave his permission for Kor to share his
heart with his lover ... but asked for it not to be made a public thing
that could cause damage. Korey said that he knew his partner would agree to
silence, even if there developed any strain of relationship for a
while. And the two young people took off for the performance area together,
both in a good mood.

The rest of the week-end was a fabulous experience for all the students and
advisors. By the time the busses were loaded for home, it was crash time
for the entire lot! Back at school, families picked up their kids and
disbursed accordingly. It being a Sunday night now, Korey decided he better
head to his own condo. Joey went to his house, and Larry and the boys went
to theirs as well.

The next week-end brought with it a camp-out for the District Scout program
... a Jamboree at the Monterey Fairgrounds. Every troop in the District
would be in competition for skill awards and troop challenges ... and this
included the Weblos Dens from the local Cub Scouts as well. So on Wednesday
evening prior to the Jamboree, "Matt" (remember it's really Joey!) called a
special meeting of all his members to polish up on skills and arrange tent
assignments. Billy would share with "Matt" because of being his
brother. Eaton and Case would also share partly because of being brothers,
and also to put a more experienced scout with a Weblos trainee. (All this
was part of Jamboree requirements.)

Since the boys would be out late, Larry asked Joey to bring them home after
the meeting because he needed to go elsewhere for business
reasons. (Actually, he went to Korey's for some closeness, and to aid Kor's
driving needs.)  Joey agreed. So, after the meeting was over, Joey did as
he was asked ... and took the boys back to the house. All was dark, so Joey
escorted the guys inside to make sure all was well on the western front!

Casey got an idea ...

      "Hey, Joey ... it's not late yet! Wanna see the pictures of the
trip. We haven't seen them either, so we can all watch them together. Who
knows how soon Daddy will make it back here."

      "Sounds cool, kiddo! As long as your homework is done and you're not
tired yet, I'd like that!"

      "I'll go get the vid cam. Haven't had time to make a DVD yet!
Eaton...can you set up the TV input and maybe get us some cokes...please?"

      "Sure thing, L'il Bro! I'm anxious to see the fun stuff we did with
Dad and Kor too. We haven't seen that either."

      "UH ...Eaton? You three include Korey in family activities a lot?"

      "Yeah ... ever since he became Dad's Student Director, he's been over
a lot ... well, since Dad became ours after the funeral and stuff at
least. I bet Dad will have you over often when you take over the position;
lots'a school planning! We'd sure like it if he did. Then we'd see you a
lot more than just at scouts!"

      "Think so? Cool! I'd like that too!"

Casey brings the cam to Eaton, who hooks it up to the big screen TV. The
three all sit on the couch, Joey in the middle...a boy on each side
... closely on each side, I may add! Joey's arms behind each boy, and one
hand from Eaton and one from Case just happened to be resting on Joey's
thighs!

Lights dim, screen lights up, and film begins. It takes a couple minutes
for action to get going, but all of a sudden, Eaton screams out ...

      "SHHHHHHHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIT!"

... and turns off the cam as soon as he possibly can ... but not before all
three realize what actually showed up on screen!

      "Uh ... Eaton? Casey? ... How in the hell? ... So that's it! That's
the answer! I should have guessed! Korey using Larry's condo ... OH GOD! I
gotta go, guys! This is too much to handle!"

Joey runs out of the house and his tires screech as he tears out of the
driveway and down the street.

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End of Chapter Thirteen